Jesus as my best friend

Being an Engineering student in the second largest city in Tamilnadu(India), was been a troubling test for maintaining my belief in Christianity. Jesus was been my friend from childhood. I used to share my life problems, simple emotional complaints and all those things which used to affect me good and bad those times to him. We maintained a good relation in all stages of my progression.
At a college clash, with too much friends to share and enjoy, I forget my best friend who was been with me even before my birth. Because of an outer world influence, i enjoyed hurting myself, took decisions, and felt like life was too happy and felt too secure.  But time made the atmosphere change to something  i was never expecting. At a certain phase of life I realized the applause behind me is fading. The atmosphere changed its color.
At a particular moment I realized I have no more water to make my throat wet. That made me into fear for the first time.I realized I was living in a dream, A very bad dream. I tried to woke up from it and understood i cant. I cried a lot and shouted for help. There was no friend existing who is capable of waking me up from sleep. I moaned silently.
There I found someone who was moaning by my side. I asked him '' Friend why are you crying ?''. 
He answered me in low voice '' My friend left me alone ''. he raised his head .
OMG!! I realized it is Jesus. I forget him. I was shocked to see him again and it made me shy for leaving him for no reason. I felt it hard to start a conversation with him. He gave me the opportunity to open myself and apologize . Well that is a CONFESSIONAL secret. 

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